Fucking Fuck My Fucking Birthday

~Fucking miserable this morning. I fucking hate my birthday at the best of times. But today I am in serious physical and emotional pain. My lower back hurts and is causing pain in my butt cheeks and rear thigh muscles. And watching Icarus hobble around in pain breaks my heart.

I can't really focus on writing, though I keep making notes. The Temple's own birthday is the 30th, which also underscores have I have failed. I just fucking hate today....

Random Lite

~I managed to sleep off most of this morning's misery and some of the back pain. When it cools off later I'm breaking out the heating pad for that shit.

Not much else to say just now....