Her Prophet Bleeds

[nebris]

~I feel so tired and beaten down. I want to just sit and weep all of this out. I feel I've failed and am 'less than'. I feel angry and frustrated. I feel grief and self pity and loss and so on endlessly...

The only thing I don't feel is wrong. I fucking Know this Path - and the radical solutions it entails - are Correct and Truth. All of the above feelings come solely from my fear that I myself am simply not up to the task.

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[biscuit1001]

There are times where releasing emotions through crying is the only immediate answer for me. Maybe you too? I'm sorry things aren't going well, I truly am.

*huggles-and-good-thoughts*

[nebris]

This was written on the heels of a bout of tears, which did help. =)

And I know you are. We're actually doing better than you are, my dear. Our tormentors are at least outside our door. In your shoes, I would have fucking murdered someone by now. *hugs* etc.

xoxox
~M~

..and I worry about your safety in that toxic soup of insane relatives..

[biscuit1001]

...and here I thought I was hiding it so well....

And your idea? It's crossed my mind. A few times.