Her Prophet Bleeds
May. 17th, 2012 02:14 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
~I feel so tired and beaten down. I want to just sit and weep all of this out. I feel I've failed and am 'less than'. I feel angry and frustrated. I feel grief and self pity and loss and so on endlessly...
The only thing I don't feel is wrong. I fucking Know this Path - and the radical solutions it entails - are Correct and Truth. All of the above feelings come solely from my fear that I myself am simply not up to the task.
The only thing I don't feel is wrong. I fucking Know this Path - and the radical solutions it entails - are Correct and Truth. All of the above feelings come solely from my fear that I myself am simply not up to the task.
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Date: 2012-05-17 07:59 pm (UTC)*huggles-and-good-thoughts*
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Date: 2012-05-17 11:40 pm (UTC)And I know you are. We're actually doing better than you are, my dear. Our tormentors are at least outside our door. In your shoes, I would have fucking murdered someone by now. *hugs* etc.
xoxox
~M~
..and I worry about your safety in that toxic soup of insane relatives..
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Date: 2012-05-20 11:39 pm (UTC)And your idea? It's crossed my mind. A few times.