Kitteh Nooz
Aug. 21st, 2013 12:14 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nebris~I took Icarus down to the vet this morning. I let Le-Le sleep because she wasn't feeling well last night.
The vet said the tumor has gotten bigger. So, essentially, I fucked up. I should have had him remove it three weeks ago. Now that operation would run close to a grand because they'll have to take off his small toe, which will require an over night stay, etc. Obviously, that ain't gonna happen.
It still hasn't hit me yet, that I fucked up, that I wasted all the fucking money y'all donated. But it will. Le-Le will try to talk me out of it...but I am wired to punish myself for my failures and it's really too late to change that.
Meanwhile, the big old ginger fool is lounging here in my room. He's just happy to be home again....
The vet said the tumor has gotten bigger. So, essentially, I fucked up. I should have had him remove it three weeks ago. Now that operation would run close to a grand because they'll have to take off his small toe, which will require an over night stay, etc. Obviously, that ain't gonna happen.
It still hasn't hit me yet, that I fucked up, that I wasted all the fucking money y'all donated. But it will. Le-Le will try to talk me out of it...but I am wired to punish myself for my failures and it's really too late to change that.
Meanwhile, the big old ginger fool is lounging here in my room. He's just happy to be home again....
