Today is 4th Duodenia, 11AS...a Bastday

"Bastday is The Fourth Day. Bast is the ancient Egyptian Goddess of Cats and those creatures are much beloved by The Sisterhood. She is chosen because cats are very fastidious thereby symbolizing 'the finishing up of business' and also notoriously nocturnal and therefore will guide Sisters as they play with Substances and Sex though the night."

"On the Weekend, the Fourth Day is half and half; morning and early afternoon for finishing up the Work Week and the late afternoon and evening for playing and partying."

Addendum D [Calendar for A New Matriarchy]

I Fucking Hate Thanksgiving

~Not only is it is a holiday based upon a lie, it is jam-packed with massive amounts of emotional coercion on both a personal and cultural level and if one rejects that coercion, then you're the fucking bad guy for being 'ungrateful'.

Well, fuck you! My family shoved this fucking thing down my throat for decades and I won't stand for that from anyone ever again.

Random

~This is one of those days when I feel like I'm just too emotionally damaged to be able to function as an average human. And yes, given how 'average humans' function, that could be considered a pretty low standard. I have thought that maybe my own standards are too high.

But either way, today I feel like a broken toy a month after X-Mas, useless and disappointing...

...and then my self pity disgusts me...