~The tone of this will sound angry, though it is largely frustration, moderately seasoned with despair and just a pinch of fear. There IS anger in this, but that is directed as much at myself as it is at you, my Sisters, an anger that boils down to “Time's a'wasting. Get off your fucking ass!”
For me that means finishing The Explanation more than anything else. The Messenger really does, at the very least, need to finish at a minimum a first draft of The Message after all. Being dead would get me off the hook on that one - fate may soon have that in store for all I know - but I have no intention of going there voluntarily, thank you very much. So, I get to Face The Page.
However, with a Work like this, one that has a very Specific Audience and a very Specific Purpose, a lot of outside support from said Audience is important. Otherwise, why am I Facing The Page? If it is solely for my Ego, then fuck it. I'd be better off writing 'commercial product' that could at least have shot at making me some real money.
And YOU, my Sisters, are 'said Audience'. I need your feedback and encouragement and some small signs that your are preparing to follow through upon this Work. And honestly, I've lately been getting very little of the first two and seeing essentially nothing of the latter.
I understand that you're all trying to survive. And really, that's not good enough. Yes, that is harsh, but it is no harsher than anything I say to myself. “Not good enough,” is one of my Mantras. What I see is y'all being caught up in Wage Slavery and Mass Media, those twin traps of The Corporate State and have no doubt that said beast is the bastard child of Patriarchy.
This Path is not any easy gig. Building an entirely new world never is. As the cliche says, 'if it was easy, everybody would do it.' It also cannot be done by a single person, which is the key reason I'm feeling so badly weighed down, because, except for Sister One – who has a chronic disabling disease – I am doing this all on my own.
When I say 'support', many hear 'money'. Well hey, money is nice...and still is not enough. Say I won the lottery and had millions to spend on Stage Two, etc. If you, my Sisters, did not come and participate, then what the fuck would be the point? And money can be easy. Just in send a donation. Showing up and making a commitment, that's a tough one.
When I say 'time's a'wasting'...well, look at what is going on around you. We are right now in the middle of Collapse...
This is not a “Mad Max” scenario, with masked barbarians roaming the wastelands, though we will get some of that sooner or later...
It's the daily erosion of the general quality of life; government services [police, fire, sanitation] strangled by 'austerity', bad roads that never get repaired, food of lower quality getting more expensive, etc. Look around, the list is endless...
It's a steady increase in social and political violence, both verbal and physical; ever more hateful rhetoric, demonizing 'the other', individual brutality, spree killing, rising numbers of murder/suicides...
It's each of you working harder and longer [if you're lucky enough to have employment] for less and less merely to survive...
It's a future of endlessly rising energy costs that strangle the economy day after day no matter what we do...
It's Climate Change; increasingly bad droughts, violent storms and blasting heat...
It's the Powers That Be [The Monied Interests, etc] hoping to 'ride this out' and hoarding as much as they can to stave off their inevitable fall as long as they can and blocking nearly all possible solutions in the process because of the fear that said solutions will cut into their power...which they most assuredly would.
And then there is The War on Women...
Naomi Wolf stated it quite succinctly, "It would be a mistake to see these attacks as simply a backlash against women. This is about empire struggling for social control." The Powers That Be need those 'forces of reaction', Christian Fundamentalists, White Nativists and all the other fearful/hateful low information voters of both genders, to hold onto power. And Women's Rights are a direct threat to that agenda.
All the gains from of Second Wave Feminism in the '70's and 80's that had been thought safe are now under attack and in many cases are being rolled back. This is a function of Patriarchy, the need to control women on the most basic level, as Reproductive Beings. And to do this women must be hemmed in socially and legally.
Therefore Collapse is not some abstract issue for you, my Sisters. It is about the type of future that you will have. It is unfolding as you read these words. And if you don't Get Busy, it will be more of the same Male Dominated crap you already have to deal with, only increasingly so and this time without any recourse.
So, is that 'fear mongering'? You bet your ass it is. And rightly so because this is some scary shit. But I'm not doing so to market some 'how to survive the coming clusterfuck' book, which is a pretty rich market these days. I firmly believe that not only have I been shown a way to 'survive the coming clusterfuck', but also that said Path can lay the foundations of a much better future on the other side of the thing.
And there will be an 'other side'. There always is. That is our nature as a species. The positive spin is that we are 'resilient'. The cynical one is that we're like cockroaches. I tend to balance and believe a bit of both.
Now what that 'other side' is going to look like? That is, in part, up to you, my Sisters. It's time to start detaching from the lives you're presently living. They are largely traps. Yes, there is 'family and friends', but they are trapped too. You'll have to let them go. Not cut them off, but start moving back from them, step by step.
That will mean picking up and moving out here to start to physically create this community. Not today. We're still working on that. But within a year or two. We cannot do this solely on the Internet. The Temple needs an actual home, one where you can create Community and lay your head at night.
This is long term work. You'd be at it for the rest of your lives. But every morning you'd wake up with a real Purpose. [an overview of the Work can be found HERE] And those Sisters who show up in the beginning of this Work will become The Elders of this new social order...
Or, my Sisters, you can do what you've always done and keep getting what you've always gotten. Maybe none of those I presently know will ever be a part of 'this thing of ours'. Maybe none of you has the Vision and the Courage needed to follow this Path. If that sounds harsh that's because the truth usually is. Look at your lives, my Sisters. If you look at them harshly, you'll see how trapped you really are
I'll keep writing of course; I am compelled to do so.
In that regard, even if none of you reading this will ever be able to 'walk the walk', even if you just 'talk the talk' for a little bit, that would at least help me finish that first draft. Even if you cannot escape your own trapped lives, you can help me to help other Sisters escape theirs.
And so it is...
For me that means finishing The Explanation more than anything else. The Messenger really does, at the very least, need to finish at a minimum a first draft of The Message after all. Being dead would get me off the hook on that one - fate may soon have that in store for all I know - but I have no intention of going there voluntarily, thank you very much. So, I get to Face The Page.
However, with a Work like this, one that has a very Specific Audience and a very Specific Purpose, a lot of outside support from said Audience is important. Otherwise, why am I Facing The Page? If it is solely for my Ego, then fuck it. I'd be better off writing 'commercial product' that could at least have shot at making me some real money.
And YOU, my Sisters, are 'said Audience'. I need your feedback and encouragement and some small signs that your are preparing to follow through upon this Work. And honestly, I've lately been getting very little of the first two and seeing essentially nothing of the latter.
I understand that you're all trying to survive. And really, that's not good enough. Yes, that is harsh, but it is no harsher than anything I say to myself. “Not good enough,” is one of my Mantras. What I see is y'all being caught up in Wage Slavery and Mass Media, those twin traps of The Corporate State and have no doubt that said beast is the bastard child of Patriarchy.
This Path is not any easy gig. Building an entirely new world never is. As the cliche says, 'if it was easy, everybody would do it.' It also cannot be done by a single person, which is the key reason I'm feeling so badly weighed down, because, except for Sister One – who has a chronic disabling disease – I am doing this all on my own.
When I say 'support', many hear 'money'. Well hey, money is nice...and still is not enough. Say I won the lottery and had millions to spend on Stage Two, etc. If you, my Sisters, did not come and participate, then what the fuck would be the point? And money can be easy. Just in send a donation. Showing up and making a commitment, that's a tough one.
When I say 'time's a'wasting'...well, look at what is going on around you. We are right now in the middle of Collapse...
This is not a “Mad Max” scenario, with masked barbarians roaming the wastelands, though we will get some of that sooner or later...
It's the daily erosion of the general quality of life; government services [police, fire, sanitation] strangled by 'austerity', bad roads that never get repaired, food of lower quality getting more expensive, etc. Look around, the list is endless...
It's a steady increase in social and political violence, both verbal and physical; ever more hateful rhetoric, demonizing 'the other', individual brutality, spree killing, rising numbers of murder/suicides...
It's each of you working harder and longer [if you're lucky enough to have employment] for less and less merely to survive...
It's a future of endlessly rising energy costs that strangle the economy day after day no matter what we do...
It's Climate Change; increasingly bad droughts, violent storms and blasting heat...
It's the Powers That Be [The Monied Interests, etc] hoping to 'ride this out' and hoarding as much as they can to stave off their inevitable fall as long as they can and blocking nearly all possible solutions in the process because of the fear that said solutions will cut into their power...which they most assuredly would.
And then there is The War on Women...
Naomi Wolf stated it quite succinctly, "It would be a mistake to see these attacks as simply a backlash against women. This is about empire struggling for social control." The Powers That Be need those 'forces of reaction', Christian Fundamentalists, White Nativists and all the other fearful/hateful low information voters of both genders, to hold onto power. And Women's Rights are a direct threat to that agenda.
All the gains from of Second Wave Feminism in the '70's and 80's that had been thought safe are now under attack and in many cases are being rolled back. This is a function of Patriarchy, the need to control women on the most basic level, as Reproductive Beings. And to do this women must be hemmed in socially and legally.
Therefore Collapse is not some abstract issue for you, my Sisters. It is about the type of future that you will have. It is unfolding as you read these words. And if you don't Get Busy, it will be more of the same Male Dominated crap you already have to deal with, only increasingly so and this time without any recourse.
So, is that 'fear mongering'? You bet your ass it is. And rightly so because this is some scary shit. But I'm not doing so to market some 'how to survive the coming clusterfuck' book, which is a pretty rich market these days. I firmly believe that not only have I been shown a way to 'survive the coming clusterfuck', but also that said Path can lay the foundations of a much better future on the other side of the thing.
And there will be an 'other side'. There always is. That is our nature as a species. The positive spin is that we are 'resilient'. The cynical one is that we're like cockroaches. I tend to balance and believe a bit of both.
Now what that 'other side' is going to look like? That is, in part, up to you, my Sisters. It's time to start detaching from the lives you're presently living. They are largely traps. Yes, there is 'family and friends', but they are trapped too. You'll have to let them go. Not cut them off, but start moving back from them, step by step.
That will mean picking up and moving out here to start to physically create this community. Not today. We're still working on that. But within a year or two. We cannot do this solely on the Internet. The Temple needs an actual home, one where you can create Community and lay your head at night.
This is long term work. You'd be at it for the rest of your lives. But every morning you'd wake up with a real Purpose. [an overview of the Work can be found HERE] And those Sisters who show up in the beginning of this Work will become The Elders of this new social order...
Or, my Sisters, you can do what you've always done and keep getting what you've always gotten. Maybe none of those I presently know will ever be a part of 'this thing of ours'. Maybe none of you has the Vision and the Courage needed to follow this Path. If that sounds harsh that's because the truth usually is. Look at your lives, my Sisters. If you look at them harshly, you'll see how trapped you really are
I'll keep writing of course; I am compelled to do so.
In that regard, even if none of you reading this will ever be able to 'walk the walk', even if you just 'talk the talk' for a little bit, that would at least help me finish that first draft. Even if you cannot escape your own trapped lives, you can help me to help other Sisters escape theirs.
And so it is...