~I'm having a very hard time. It feels so empty here at times, like right now when Le-Le and the rest of the kitties are sleeping. Normally Thenie would be here in my room, or just up the hallway, napping, too.
She was very insistent with her presence. When I'd get up, she'd be right outside my door or would soon come sauntering down the hallway. She'd meep at me all the time, often for no more reason that to pay attention to her. In the last half year that was also because she knew she was running out of time. She was a little old lady, just skin and bones, but too stubborn to die.
But she wasn't more stubborn than Death and her absence is really painful....
...that's all I can write...
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