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nebris~On Wednesday [Bastday] I scrubbed a bunch of dead LJ's off on my Flist, personal and Comms where there'd been no posts for several months at the very least.
I also scrubbed a handful of 'timewasters', women who are either too damaged or too invested in their Victimhood for me to deal with anymore and certainly not of any value to The Sisterhood at this point. That was kind of depressing. Felt like Failure, though it was also a relief. I already knew they were a waste of my time and energy.
But Goddess rewarded me almost immediately. That night a Sister who is quite special and valuable reached the peak of an existential crisis, the type most Seekers have on a pretty regular basis. We'd been interfacing intensely for a few days because said crisis was obviously in the pipeline.
When it finally hit full on I was able to spend a few hours messaging with her, sharing what little wisdom I have and though much of it was not what she wanted to hear, she is wise enough herself to take it. By the time we logged off, she was past the crisis, though the various issues still need unraveling. Such is the nature of the beast.
But it was clear that her spirits and energy had been revived and she was grateful for my time and energy. That got me out of my own funk and confirmed my earlier decision.
Then last night another Sister of high value contacted me. She'd been waiting until all the Lawfare shit had past. She's studying Crowley and wanted some input from me. I'm not an expert on the man, but after a half century of esoteric study I have picked up a few things. And I do love his Tarot Deck, which I mentioned was designed by a woman, especially because the old fool's misogyny came up pretty quickly.
We talked SexDeathMajick, Egyptian Majick, the need for a fluid balance between Dark and Light, her own near death experience and so on. It lasted only an hour or so, but was also gratifying and another confirmation for me.
I feel much renewed today. All the sleep I've been getting along with the lack of Impending Doom also helps. I shall soon recommence my Constitutionals and in a much more interesting environment. Plus the living room has space for yoga.
All in all a set of Good Signs. And so it is...
I also scrubbed a handful of 'timewasters', women who are either too damaged or too invested in their Victimhood for me to deal with anymore and certainly not of any value to The Sisterhood at this point. That was kind of depressing. Felt like Failure, though it was also a relief. I already knew they were a waste of my time and energy.
But Goddess rewarded me almost immediately. That night a Sister who is quite special and valuable reached the peak of an existential crisis, the type most Seekers have on a pretty regular basis. We'd been interfacing intensely for a few days because said crisis was obviously in the pipeline.
When it finally hit full on I was able to spend a few hours messaging with her, sharing what little wisdom I have and though much of it was not what she wanted to hear, she is wise enough herself to take it. By the time we logged off, she was past the crisis, though the various issues still need unraveling. Such is the nature of the beast.
But it was clear that her spirits and energy had been revived and she was grateful for my time and energy. That got me out of my own funk and confirmed my earlier decision.
Then last night another Sister of high value contacted me. She'd been waiting until all the Lawfare shit had past. She's studying Crowley and wanted some input from me. I'm not an expert on the man, but after a half century of esoteric study I have picked up a few things. And I do love his Tarot Deck, which I mentioned was designed by a woman, especially because the old fool's misogyny came up pretty quickly.
We talked SexDeathMajick, Egyptian Majick, the need for a fluid balance between Dark and Light, her own near death experience and so on. It lasted only an hour or so, but was also gratifying and another confirmation for me.
I feel much renewed today. All the sleep I've been getting along with the lack of Impending Doom also helps. I shall soon recommence my Constitutionals and in a much more interesting environment. Plus the living room has space for yoga.
All in all a set of Good Signs. And so it is...
