Nebs Writes
Mar. 29th, 2015 10:07 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
~Writing makes me crazy. My moods flail all over the place. This is why I have such trouble with it.
I woke up yesterday morning, tapped out about a hundred words and had to stop because I felt like I was going to jump out of my skin. And I hadn't even had any coffee yet.
A few days ago I had this dream, very vivid and detailed, a mashup of “Breakfast At Tiffany's” and “Taxi Driver” and I woke up in tears. I was a mess for half a day, weeping at things like a Netflix doc on Johnny Carson. I was exhausted by the time I crashed back into bed.
That's why my Romantic Obsessions were such a useful tool. They electrified me and focused my insanity outward, all while driving me to The Page. But the toll such takes upon me would very probably kill me at this point....
...and The Page awaits.
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I woke up yesterday morning, tapped out about a hundred words and had to stop because I felt like I was going to jump out of my skin. And I hadn't even had any coffee yet.
A few days ago I had this dream, very vivid and detailed, a mashup of “Breakfast At Tiffany's” and “Taxi Driver” and I woke up in tears. I was a mess for half a day, weeping at things like a Netflix doc on Johnny Carson. I was exhausted by the time I crashed back into bed.
That's why my Romantic Obsessions were such a useful tool. They electrified me and focused my insanity outward, all while driving me to The Page. But the toll such takes upon me would very probably kill me at this point....
...and The Page awaits.
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