Nebris Speaks
Dec. 12th, 2017 02:13 am~After I wrote Nebs Sez Fuck It, I went shopping. The anger helped motivate me out the door. And getting the shopping done finally was a relief.
But when I lay down around 10ish, I started to weep. Sob really. I said to E that I cannot do this anymore, that I can't take it. She agreed to 'release me'.
Once I had calmed, we talked about publishing The Liber 'as is'. It is already a workable operating manual at its present stage; I'd say 85/90% complete. I can always come back to it later if I choose.
So, even 'unfinished' it would still be out there. Goddess willing some Sisters would take up the cause...
There is more to say, but I'm fucking beat. Didn't sleep. Just 'rested' for a few hours.
But when I lay down around 10ish, I started to weep. Sob really. I said to E that I cannot do this anymore, that I can't take it. She agreed to 'release me'.
Once I had calmed, we talked about publishing The Liber 'as is'. It is already a workable operating manual at its present stage; I'd say 85/90% complete. I can always come back to it later if I choose.
So, even 'unfinished' it would still be out there. Goddess willing some Sisters would take up the cause...
There is more to say, but I'm fucking beat. Didn't sleep. Just 'rested' for a few hours.
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Date: 2017-12-12 10:13 pm (UTC)