The Divine Mr. M

~It has only gone down to 86° and it's just shy six in the morning, which means that's pretty much as cool as it's gonna get today.

Meantime, I'm watching crime drama and fucking off. Le-Le went to bed an hour ago. And that's just about that...

~I finally took a Flexy around 11am yesterday. I'd done what I'd needed to do and could freely crap out. Since then I've probably slept about fifteen hours collectively. Flexy's put me out like a clubbed baby seal, which was largely the point. The muscle relaxation is kinda like the gravy.

I did two long sleep sessions punctuated with windows of food, supplements and meds. Such kept my body chemistry chilled during the bouts of sleep, allowing it to have its proper restorative effect.

I'm still a little spacy right now and that's okay. That will be gone by this evening. This is also why I am so judicious in my consumption of the things. I have no intention of building any sort of tolerance for them.

I do feel much better. The comfort of sleep and lack of achiness is lovely and I'm going to flow with that for the rest of the day....

'In Other News'...our Internet connection is sucking dicks of dogs.

~Right after my last post I just crashed. Didn't even turn off the comp, just lay on my bed and went 'out'. Feel kinda hungover now. The chemical reaction to the stress, ya now. At least I'm not feeling like 'doom' and my head is fairly quiet. Gonna eat some more and then try for some more sleep. Rigorous day tomorrow.

~The weather here is pretty bizarre. It went down to 43° last night and we actually turned on the heat! Today it's cloudy and blustery and in the mid 50's. The wind is blowing hard, making all manner of moaning and howling sounds. Geeze...

The predicted high for today is 69° but I ain't holding my breath on that one. We have a Wind Alert until 11pm.

I was going to run an errand today – the trucklette's tires need some attention – but that's all the way down in Lancaster and I ain't driving around in this wind with funky tires. It can wait until next week.

~Yesterday one of our neighbors did all the 'yard work' the park manager wanted. They were here from around 8am until roughly half four in the afternoon. I didn't get up until half nine and didn't go outside until an hour later. I really didn't do anything. We were paying him to do all that. But I did some 'interacting' and such. I'm almost compulsively social.

They did an excellent job and I kicked in a little extra.

I crashed around half ten last night and slept until just before six this morning. And I felt like I'd been run over by a truck. Like I said, I really didn't do anything, but I guess I put out a lot of energy and a fuckton of dust and pollen was stirred up.

Did a small shopping up the road - WinCo was not a happening jam – and was back in bed by half ten. Slept until 5ish and woke up feeling almost normal...whatever that is.

Fucking off the rest of the evening. Ain't no room left in the garbage and we have shit to do tomorrow.

And you can take that to the bank...

~I totally fucked off today...and it was good.

Then I had to go into Le-Le's room and make an out loud verbal commitment to totally fuck off for the rest of the weekend. Once I was feeling even just a bit rested I started going over all that needs to be done, so that definitive commitment was required. I really need more than just a day. I'm a fried fucking mess, truth be told.

The only thing that absolutely must be done is to take the garbage out. I could blow that off too, but I know that'd just make me fucking nuts. Well, more fucking nuts. *smirk*

And that's all I'm gonna say for now...

~It rained most of yesterday. We stayed indoors.

We are both really fucking angry about this bullshit, but managed to relax nonetheless.

Open warfare starts on Monday.

More later....

~I had these weird Star Trek: TOS/Game of Thrones mash-up dreams, ones that I was both directing and acting in. They were extensive and relentless. I've never even watched GoT, but media is saturated with the thing, so I expect I absorbed it by osmosis.

I felt all 'delicious' in bed, [Love that feeling!] very snug and comfy. But I was hungry and so I choose to get up. We don't seem to have gotten the rain yet, but the humidity is up to 71%. It was 10% when I lay down around 6pm. [slept until 1am] That helped my sleep a lot.

This gives one an idea about our so-called schedules. Le-Le slept sixteen hours yesterday, from 11am on Monday until 3am on Tuesday. I went to sleep just a few minutes after she got up and slept until 11am myself. Then back in bed at 6pm and she went down sometime between there and when I got up.

Because of her various afflictions, she needs long periods of sleep on a regular basis. Me, I switch out on my sleep cycles. There's my Up/Down Cycle; three to six hours sleep, followed by three to six hours awake, repeat. That's often followed by a ten/twelve hour sleep cycle, with three/four hours awake, then a two/three hour nap, then up for fourteen to twenty hours.

Anyway, as I said in my last Random, we're resting up for the next round, whatever it may be. Certainly The Taxman Cometh is on our menu, as is Home Loans...and Moving. [ack!] As for That Woman. et al? I suspect that's 'done', but am now fairly certain we won't know for sure unless we ask.

At this moment, I'm relaxed and mellow. I'm the only one awake in the house. Icarus and Athena greeted me as I made my coffee, but they both went back to sleep, though now that I think about it, Icarus may actually have gone back to the kitchen rear window to watch bunnies being nocturnal in our backyard.

I'm just gonna surf and then watch some crime drama....and there you have it.

~It was wonderfully calm and quiet here today. No drama from anywhere. We really needed that.

I'll see how I feel tomorrow. If no one gets back to us about anything, I may take another day off. Remember we've had some kind of bullshit going on here since late last October non-stop and intermittently for a year before that. Breathing space is required.

The last two days the temp has gotten up into the low 80's and the humidity down into the middle single digits. But by this time tomorrow it's supposed to be in the 40° to 50° range and raining. That'll be interesting.

And that is just about that...

~Powerful Positive movement underway on The Housing Front. Dear friends, please send whatever Prayers, Invocations, Summonings, Etc. you have in your toolkits that could aid us. Blessed Be...