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nebris~So, my new copy of the voice activated writing software is here. I'll have Le-Le install it for me soon. [I'm hopeless with that shit] Then I have to 'train' it...
...and starting Facing The Page again.
I'm of mixed feelings about that. I hate my Writer's Blues, the feeling of angst and deflation I get when I finish anything significant. I call it 'moody', but in truth I get fucking nuts.
On the other hand, not writing is making me even more nuts than that. It's been a year since I finished a fiction piece [Diplomatic Formality] and nearly nine months since I finished a non-fiction piece [Her Prophet Explains: Addendum D [Calendar for A New Matriarchy]]. The last time I went that long was at Hotel Hell ten years ago on the approach to my fiftieth birthday and I wound up actively planning my suicide.
We're not going there again.
On a related note – writing and me being crazy – I've been looking for this quote, a comment I made to Brad Hicks about why a new religious paradigm was necessary because it could move things forward in ways that 'rational' paradigms could not; something about “It is Written” 'getting things out of committee'. Can't find for shit and it's bugging me. I want to add it to the 'Triple Economy' part of The Explanation.
Generally speaking, I'm pretty listless today...
...and starting Facing The Page again.
I'm of mixed feelings about that. I hate my Writer's Blues, the feeling of angst and deflation I get when I finish anything significant. I call it 'moody', but in truth I get fucking nuts.
On the other hand, not writing is making me even more nuts than that. It's been a year since I finished a fiction piece [Diplomatic Formality] and nearly nine months since I finished a non-fiction piece [Her Prophet Explains: Addendum D [Calendar for A New Matriarchy]]. The last time I went that long was at Hotel Hell ten years ago on the approach to my fiftieth birthday and I wound up actively planning my suicide.
We're not going there again.
On a related note – writing and me being crazy – I've been looking for this quote, a comment I made to Brad Hicks about why a new religious paradigm was necessary because it could move things forward in ways that 'rational' paradigms could not; something about “It is Written” 'getting things out of committee'. Can't find for shit and it's bugging me. I want to add it to the 'Triple Economy' part of The Explanation.
Generally speaking, I'm pretty listless today...
