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[nebris]

~Regarding my last post, one may wonder why I do not stay in said 'improved mood'? The reason is three-fold.

First, and most obvious, is our present 'state of siege'. While our long term financial outlook is quite positive – Le-Le will get a nice piece of change from her 100% VA Disability back payment and our monthly income will double – right now That Woman is 'running a clock' on us, with all the attendant stress and worry. This is a Core Survival Issue. It is profoundly wearing.

Second, the 'general state of human affairs' is fucking depressing...and no, I'm not going to stop reading about all that. It's part and parcel of what I do; Study and Observe. Much of that is 'bad news'. I wouldn't be on this Path if it wasn't.

Third, and likely the most Important, none of you, my Sisters, has yet joined us in this Work. That is very disheartening, very. Without you not only is this Work impossible, it is totally without meaning. I'm not doing this for myself, no matter what the various idiots say. As I've said before, The Temple is tough sell.

If I was really gonna run a practical 'cult scam', I'd have picked some Jebus variation, and likely be very good at it. I seem to draw damaged young men who desperately need a father figure. I could pull together a core of 'acolyte/enforcers' fairly easily. Sweet young pussy would follow soon after, trust me. I'm just not fucked up enough to run such a scene, not for an extended period, at least. *sigh* It would probably all end in Blood and Fire I suspect.

Anyway, that's the name of that fucking tune...

Comments

[neonvincent]

I'm beginning to worry if I'm more serious about what you're doing than many of the women reading. That bothers me for the following reasons: 1) I'm a guy; 2) The Temple is on my list of what to do for the future as Plan D; 3) there have to be women out there who would find this route attractive. Now I'm wondering if there's something in it for me. You might need a Saul/Paul to your Jesus. The problem with that is that Saul/Paul fucked up Jesus' message in order to market it. The Church has never been the same.

[neonvincent]

"I seem to draw damaged young men who desperately need a father figure. I could pull together a core of 'acolyte/enforcers' fairly easily."

And what's the problem in working with that? What other kinds of followers do you expect to get until people start seeing the bubbles rising around the frog in the pot?

the problem in working with that..

[nebris]

...is that said young men tend to strongly dislike the Core Message. They want Power, not Surrender.

~M~

Re: the problem in working with that..

[neonvincent]

Ah, right. Screw that. You know, when I first read that passage, I misread "men" as "women." Oops. Otherwise, I wouldn't have posted that comment. So, if you get damaged women in need of a father figure, could you work with that?

damaged women in need of a father figure

[nebris]

Sure. That's an essential part of the program...and their numbers are Legion.

~M~

Re: damaged women in need of a father figure

[neonvincent]

That's what I figured. So, how do you get them connected with you and then, when things really start falling apart, help them travel to where you are? If the resources were there, you might have followers with you physically instead of virtually.

Re: damaged women in need of a father figure

[nebris]

I need to get some of them here before 'things really start falling apart'. Be too late by then.

Like I said, we need to stabilize our living situation and I need to finish "The Explanation." Then comes 501(c)(3) incorporation, fund raising and then hopefully some recruitment.

I plan to do some YouTubes and record an audio version of "The Explanation" as well. That should gin up some interest. Plus I have non-Temple novels in various states of development. They could generate both income and interest in Yours Truly, which could then be channeled into The Temple, etc.

We'll see, eh?

~M~

[nebris]

Worries me too, dude. Gotta finish "The Explanation" and create some living space stability. Would be nice if the latter could be accomplished with some Sisterly help, but me and Le-Le may have to do that on our own first.

~M~

Saul/Paul...

[nebris]

...would need to be a 'Paulette'. ;)

~M~

Re: Saul/Paul...

[neonvincent]

A Paulette would work much better for the message.

[biscuit1001]

That and Paul was single and determined to stay so. :p~~~~~