~I'm really not doing well. I'm barely 'doing' at all. The lack of Fear/Anger stimulus has brought me to almost a complete halt. I was starting to pick up a bit before the tooth abscess, but that knocked me right over and I haven't gotten up again.
We're barely making it through each month financially. I can't seem to get back to The Explanation. I can't talk on the phone. [I haven't even listened to my father's birthday message] It's taken me days just to type something like this.
The Election is an ongoing reminder of how fucked we are in general. And all the fucking “Remember 9/11” noise isn't helping either.
Random things make me cry. I can't live and I won't die...
We're barely making it through each month financially. I can't seem to get back to The Explanation. I can't talk on the phone. [I haven't even listened to my father's birthday message] It's taken me days just to type something like this.
The Election is an ongoing reminder of how fucked we are in general. And all the fucking “Remember 9/11” noise isn't helping either.
Random things make me cry. I can't live and I won't die...
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Date: 2012-09-12 02:17 am (UTC)