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nebris~I really 'should' make the WinCo run this morning. I'm awake at the right time and the weather seems perfect...and I simply do not have it. I don't even 'have it' to make a quick 'pick-up' run to Albertson's right now so I can make din-din. That'll have to wait till this afternoon or the like. At least I wrote a list for that contingency.
No worries. I'm not sick, just tapped out. I talked with the Ex yesterday early evening for three hours and forty minutes, which is the usual length of our phone conversations since we've known each other. [slightly under seven hours is our standing record] This is largely a New York Jewish paradigm. I may be a Goy, but the Jews trained me and trained me well.
She is trapped in her apartment in the Bronx by Nemo and needed to talk anyway. Lots to unpack and I know her like a book. It was a very positive and constructive interaction, which is not always the case. She is a very Talented Healer, but she is also a Divine Madwomen and you know how they can get.
But our timing was perfect in this moment and we alined nicely. She has been doing her Work and some of it has been kicking her ass. She really needed my input. As I said, I know her better than anyone and those of you who know me are aware that my POV is, well...'unconventional'.
And we also did talk quite a bit about The Temple etc. I have come to realize that the essential Message for getting my Sisters to show up for this is one of Love, Purpose and Power, in that order. More on that soon.
However, I put out massive amounts of psychic energy. I felt quite satisfied and completed when we hung up, but I was literally dizzy. I hugged Le-Le to get some grounding. Then I redid my entire breakfast cycle and went back to bed. And I am still wobbly this am.
Discretion being the better part of valor, I'm chilling and will allow myself to nap some more if that is what my body tells me is required, which does seem to be the message.
And there you have it...
No worries. I'm not sick, just tapped out. I talked with the Ex yesterday early evening for three hours and forty minutes, which is the usual length of our phone conversations since we've known each other. [slightly under seven hours is our standing record] This is largely a New York Jewish paradigm. I may be a Goy, but the Jews trained me and trained me well.
She is trapped in her apartment in the Bronx by Nemo and needed to talk anyway. Lots to unpack and I know her like a book. It was a very positive and constructive interaction, which is not always the case. She is a very Talented Healer, but she is also a Divine Madwomen and you know how they can get.
But our timing was perfect in this moment and we alined nicely. She has been doing her Work and some of it has been kicking her ass. She really needed my input. As I said, I know her better than anyone and those of you who know me are aware that my POV is, well...'unconventional'.
And we also did talk quite a bit about The Temple etc. I have come to realize that the essential Message for getting my Sisters to show up for this is one of Love, Purpose and Power, in that order. More on that soon.
However, I put out massive amounts of psychic energy. I felt quite satisfied and completed when we hung up, but I was literally dizzy. I hugged Le-Le to get some grounding. Then I redid my entire breakfast cycle and went back to bed. And I am still wobbly this am.
Discretion being the better part of valor, I'm chilling and will allow myself to nap some more if that is what my body tells me is required, which does seem to be the message.
And there you have it...
