Her Prophet....whatevers
Mar. 14th, 2013 08:00 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nebris~Slowly, but steadily I'm finding myself drifting into indifference. I'm not 'giving up'. That would be decisive. I'm just fucking tired...and there's also that low boil depression of mine.
I've been working on The Explanation for nearly five years now and I'm pretty much stuck at this point. And no one is showing up to help. I suspect some of you want to, but y'all are just as stuck as me in your own ways. The rest are simply too caught up in the minutia of your lives to truly notice how you're being herded into a corner.
Le-Le and I have been battered from pillar to post the past few years. Trolled. Betrayed. Evicted. And then her VA lawyer drops her case, likely because of Sequestration, so that extra funding fades even further into the future....
...I don't know why I keep bothering. I'm just so fucking tired.
And the deeply profoundly fucked up thing is we're actually doing better than probably four fifths of the people on this planet.
I've been working on The Explanation for nearly five years now and I'm pretty much stuck at this point. And no one is showing up to help. I suspect some of you want to, but y'all are just as stuck as me in your own ways. The rest are simply too caught up in the minutia of your lives to truly notice how you're being herded into a corner.
Le-Le and I have been battered from pillar to post the past few years. Trolled. Betrayed. Evicted. And then her VA lawyer drops her case, likely because of Sequestration, so that extra funding fades even further into the future....
...I don't know why I keep bothering. I'm just so fucking tired.
And the deeply profoundly fucked up thing is we're actually doing better than probably four fifths of the people on this planet.
