Kitteh Nooz
Sep. 9th, 2013 03:02 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
~The tumor has essentially scabbed over. Sometimes pieces of it come off. On those days, he hobbles a bit more, likely because raw flesh is exposed. Today is one of those days.
He's spent most my waking day here in my room with me. He'll lounge on the floor or sleep on the extra chair.
I am so torn about this. If we take his leg off, he'll have to stay in a cage at the vet for a few days with a collar on. I'm worried about how that will affect him. Just idea sounds awfully traumatizing.
Yes, the tumor makes him uncomfortable, but he's safe here, in a familiar place, with me and Le-Le and his brothers and sisters. I worry that the above experience will 'break' him. He IS a big baby is so many ways. [I'm fully weeping now]
Of course the X-Rays of his lungs might preempt all that. I find myself wishing for that and then feel shame.
I hate this.....
He's spent most my waking day here in my room with me. He'll lounge on the floor or sleep on the extra chair.
I am so torn about this. If we take his leg off, he'll have to stay in a cage at the vet for a few days with a collar on. I'm worried about how that will affect him. Just idea sounds awfully traumatizing.
Yes, the tumor makes him uncomfortable, but he's safe here, in a familiar place, with me and Le-Le and his brothers and sisters. I worry that the above experience will 'break' him. He IS a big baby is so many ways. [I'm fully weeping now]
Of course the X-Rays of his lungs might preempt all that. I find myself wishing for that and then feel shame.
I hate this.....
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Date: 2013-09-10 06:30 pm (UTC)