Nebs Is Not Doing Well
Apr. 24th, 2014 08:25 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nebris~The payment to AAA has still not gone through. The ''fan's” bank is probably sitting on it for Security Reasons. And AAA Customer Service is closed for the evening.
The former was the first call I made with my new iPhone4. The headset didn't work because I didn't plug it in all the way...
..and for reasons I cannot place exactly, I began to weep after that, which lead to real sobbing. I'm really no sure what brought that on, but I suspect that thing inside of me, that in my old love poems I call The Ocean of Sadness. I've kept it dammed up for decades because I fear it will drown me...
...I'm feeling very broken right now, even though intellectually, I know things will be okay. As an old Program friend once told me, “Feelings are non-negotiable.”
The former was the first call I made with my new iPhone4. The headset didn't work because I didn't plug it in all the way...
..and for reasons I cannot place exactly, I began to weep after that, which lead to real sobbing. I'm really no sure what brought that on, but I suspect that thing inside of me, that in my old love poems I call The Ocean of Sadness. I've kept it dammed up for decades because I fear it will drown me...
...I'm feeling very broken right now, even though intellectually, I know things will be okay. As an old Program friend once told me, “Feelings are non-negotiable.”
