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nebris~So, last night, after finding out about more money woes, I yelled, banged on a few things, hammered out this post, apologized to Le-Le for yelling and banging, and then cried.
Afterward, I had some pie and watching torrenting. Not something I torrented, but the actually process itself. I find watching all those numbers flow calms me.
When I lay down, my brain seethed with fear and rage. The list of things I raged about is too fucking long to deal with. Finally, I slept. Not great sleep, but sleep nonetheless.
This morning I'm somewhat better. We're okay for another week or so. It's the last week of the month when I'm worried we literally will not have any money left to buy basic shit like milk, bread and toilet paper. Plus, I'm going to run out of some key supplements, as well. *sigh*
I need to do the litter boxes today. I've been putting that off because I already expected that we'd have no money to buy more litter until the First of The Month and that this change would have to last them until then.
This tooth infection has left me exhausted. And now it seems as if the penicillin has failed. I need to call Rural Health and get something stronger. Just the thought of that is tiring.
And I raged at my Spirit Guide the other day, but I'll save that for another post...maybe.
Afterward, I had some pie and watching torrenting. Not something I torrented, but the actually process itself. I find watching all those numbers flow calms me.
When I lay down, my brain seethed with fear and rage. The list of things I raged about is too fucking long to deal with. Finally, I slept. Not great sleep, but sleep nonetheless.
This morning I'm somewhat better. We're okay for another week or so. It's the last week of the month when I'm worried we literally will not have any money left to buy basic shit like milk, bread and toilet paper. Plus, I'm going to run out of some key supplements, as well. *sigh*
I need to do the litter boxes today. I've been putting that off because I already expected that we'd have no money to buy more litter until the First of The Month and that this change would have to last them until then.
This tooth infection has left me exhausted. And now it seems as if the penicillin has failed. I need to call Rural Health and get something stronger. Just the thought of that is tiring.
And I raged at my Spirit Guide the other day, but I'll save that for another post...maybe.
