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nebris~On Friday night while I was making us dinner, I pulled a muscle in my lower back in a Big Way. That has derailed the few tasks I'd planned to take care of this weekend. *sigh*
I suppose that's no surprise as during this last week I've been 'getting real' about how badly depressed I've been this past year. That was compounded by the realization that in my present condition I am incapable of completing any long term writing project because I simply do not have the physical stamina. Too much pain. Too much depression.
The whole GOP bullshit about our Disability possibly getting cut by 20% at the beginning of next year didn't help. [Louise Hay said 'lower back issues are about money']
Been doing my best to 'take action', but right now my 'best' sucks pretty hard.....
I suppose that's no surprise as during this last week I've been 'getting real' about how badly depressed I've been this past year. That was compounded by the realization that in my present condition I am incapable of completing any long term writing project because I simply do not have the physical stamina. Too much pain. Too much depression.
The whole GOP bullshit about our Disability possibly getting cut by 20% at the beginning of next year didn't help. [Louise Hay said 'lower back issues are about money']
Been doing my best to 'take action', but right now my 'best' sucks pretty hard.....
