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~So, symptomology strongly indicates at least a partial retinal detachment. I'm suspecting that Rural Health will refer me to a hospital with actual ophthalmology department, probably their sponsoring facility Tehachapi Hospital. *sigh*

I pushed very very hard last Sunday, even had a dizzy spell that knocked my legs up from under me. No doubt my blood pressure was 'elevated' a bit, which could have effected my eyes. Of course, this is going to go toward 'Pain and Suffering' when we get around to Bette Fucking Goldenring.

Meantime, we'll chill this weekend. We did do a big ass shopping and overpaid because it was Albertson's, but neither one of us was up to a WinCo run. Le-Le drove and I poodled around the store, though she did catch up with me in the frozen food isle riding a gimp cart. Her, not me. I staggered around upright. lol

And at the moment I'm fed, supplemented, medicated and watching crime drama. That's all for now...

Today is 13th Septemia 12AS...a Taraday

"Taraday is The Third Day. Tara is both a Hindu Goddess and Buddhist Saint. The Hindu Tara is an Aspect of Kali. The Buddhist Tara reincarnates only as a woman. She is chosen because She symbolizes 'the End that is not the End'."

Addendum D [Calendar for A New Matriarchy]

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~I took a Flexeril last night because I knew I was 'in for the weekend'. Knocked my ass flat for eleven hours. Still groggy today, but that's the nature of the thing; thirty six hours of punchiness.

Been up for a few hours and will likely go back down in a few.

More later...

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~The retinal detachment symptoms have abated, though not gone away. *sigh*

Really, I just want to hide for a while, not go trundling off to eye doctors and such. It's gonna be fucking 100+ all week and I had enough of rolling around this fucking heat last week.

The swamp cooler keeps our bedrooms pretty cool. And I'd be perfectly happy just hanging here for the rest of the summer, only going shopping at night. I feel brutalized and now, with this eye thing, betrayed by my body.

But I also don't want to fucking go blind either. So if I'm referred to an ophthalmologist this coming week, I'll go. Knowing the system however, it may be weeks before anyone who takes MediCal will be able to see me, an outcome about which, as per the above, I would be ambivalent.

Meantime, I hide in my lil room...