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nebris~The retinal detachment symptoms have abated, though not gone away. *sigh*
Really, I just want to hide for a while, not go trundling off to eye doctors and such. It's gonna be fucking 100+ all week and I had enough of rolling around this fucking heat last week.
The swamp cooler keeps our bedrooms pretty cool. And I'd be perfectly happy just hanging here for the rest of the summer, only going shopping at night. I feel brutalized and now, with this eye thing, betrayed by my body.
But I also don't want to fucking go blind either. So if I'm referred to an ophthalmologist this coming week, I'll go. Knowing the system however, it may be weeks before anyone who takes MediCal will be able to see me, an outcome about which, as per the above, I would be ambivalent.
Meantime, I hide in my lil room...
Really, I just want to hide for a while, not go trundling off to eye doctors and such. It's gonna be fucking 100+ all week and I had enough of rolling around this fucking heat last week.
The swamp cooler keeps our bedrooms pretty cool. And I'd be perfectly happy just hanging here for the rest of the summer, only going shopping at night. I feel brutalized and now, with this eye thing, betrayed by my body.
But I also don't want to fucking go blind either. So if I'm referred to an ophthalmologist this coming week, I'll go. Knowing the system however, it may be weeks before anyone who takes MediCal will be able to see me, an outcome about which, as per the above, I would be ambivalent.
Meantime, I hide in my lil room...
