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nebris~Still massively tired...and bored of saying so. Even had a dream where I was frustrated that I couldn't write because I couldn't focus...along with a version of myself as Instructor who harassed me to keep trying. Oy.
Also my left eye is 'off'. Slightly weepy and I'm getting this crescent shaped flash when I look from side to side. Started last night when I went to Taco Hell. Le-Le said that reminded her of optical neuropathy, which can be caused by stress. Oh joy.
So I'm a right fucking mess. And I need to go shopping. That I'll do tonight when it's cooled down.
I'm very disoriented, too. It feels like we've been in this house for months and yet the park seems totally alien. Part of that is likely being so chemically fucked up. My head is 'off', as well. *sigh*
So much has shifted. Out of the mold. No Lawfare. Swamp cooler instead of AC, which means humidity in our air. I believe that has helped with my teeth as my mucus membranes are happy.
We need to get this house in order, but neither one of us has the energy to even get JR over here to help do that. Next week I expect.
Meanwhile, we're just sleeping and eating and surfing...
...man, this post is all over the place...
Also my left eye is 'off'. Slightly weepy and I'm getting this crescent shaped flash when I look from side to side. Started last night when I went to Taco Hell. Le-Le said that reminded her of optical neuropathy, which can be caused by stress. Oh joy.
So I'm a right fucking mess. And I need to go shopping. That I'll do tonight when it's cooled down.
I'm very disoriented, too. It feels like we've been in this house for months and yet the park seems totally alien. Part of that is likely being so chemically fucked up. My head is 'off', as well. *sigh*
So much has shifted. Out of the mold. No Lawfare. Swamp cooler instead of AC, which means humidity in our air. I believe that has helped with my teeth as my mucus membranes are happy.
We need to get this house in order, but neither one of us has the energy to even get JR over here to help do that. Next week I expect.
Meanwhile, we're just sleeping and eating and surfing...
...man, this post is all over the place...
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Date: 2012-07-07 05:50 am (UTC)It's going to take time to adjust. And maybe a little more time after that. Do you do any meditating? If not...might be a good time to start. :) Sleeping is good, but it's not the same. Just a suggestion for this transitional time.
My best to both of you.