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nebris~As I stated earlier, I am an emotional mess. My thoughts and feelings are all over the map.
I put my fan-fic novel on the back burner because it stopped being Fun and started to become Work and if it's gonna be Work then I might as well put that into one of my own projects. I have learned what I needed to from the thing, so that's something.
There is something else going on which I shall keep to myself for now, but which is signals a major internal shift. [no, it's not 'biological'] It is also another thing I'm ambivalent about, hence my turbulent state of mind.
This is also why I stated that I was going back to bed after a few hours. My brain is still in Barrel of Eels Mode....
I put my fan-fic novel on the back burner because it stopped being Fun and started to become Work and if it's gonna be Work then I might as well put that into one of my own projects. I have learned what I needed to from the thing, so that's something.
There is something else going on which I shall keep to myself for now, but which is signals a major internal shift. [no, it's not 'biological'] It is also another thing I'm ambivalent about, hence my turbulent state of mind.
This is also why I stated that I was going back to bed after a few hours. My brain is still in Barrel of Eels Mode....
