More Words From My Spirit Guide
Jul. 18th, 2015 01:13 pmE says: "Peace of Mind and Acceptance are the foundations from which one may effectively utilize the great power of Human Passion. Like any great power, Passion can be used both to create and destroy, for good and for ill. Many so-called spiritual masters eschew Passion, but that is The Fear of The Flesh, which is a Feminine domain and therefore frightening to males.
To master the Flesh, one must surrender to it. If you survive that surrender - which is certainly not guaranteed - from there you must not seek, but instead settle into Peace of Mind and Acceptance. Then, from that center of calmness, one can guide Passion, like a deity in the eye of a hurricane.
Several lifetimes will be required to achieve this powerful state. But remember there is no more powerful state than the active acceptance of one's Fate upon the Turning of The Wheel"
To master the Flesh, one must surrender to it. If you survive that surrender - which is certainly not guaranteed - from there you must not seek, but instead settle into Peace of Mind and Acceptance. Then, from that center of calmness, one can guide Passion, like a deity in the eye of a hurricane.
Several lifetimes will be required to achieve this powerful state. But remember there is no more powerful state than the active acceptance of one's Fate upon the Turning of The Wheel"
And Now A Word From My Spirit Guide
Jul. 18th, 2015 01:03 pmE says, ”Being slaves to your gods will be the path to your destruction, so stop it! Your deities are created by you, not, as some many of you falsely believe, the other way round. You have allowed one deity to kill off another many times before, but only by denying that you created each deity in the first place.
Some of you try killing off all deities completely, but your race makes more every single day. It is past time to take control of your deities. They are your creatures, not you theirs.
Keep them while they are useful, but release them when they not longer serve you, and KILL them when they become a problem. Such is essential on your path to becoming gods yourselves...and such is the Path of your race, like it or not.”
Some of you try killing off all deities completely, but your race makes more every single day. It is past time to take control of your deities. They are your creatures, not you theirs.
Keep them while they are useful, but release them when they not longer serve you, and KILL them when they become a problem. Such is essential on your path to becoming gods yourselves...and such is the Path of your race, like it or not.”
An Important Anniversary
Feb. 1st, 2014 01:48 pm~This is a slightly edited version of an older post:
"In 1997 January 31st also fell upon a Friday. I had spent the previous day with Sarah helping her shop, her modeling one outfit after another for my perusal. We had in fact been almost inseparable for the preceding five months or so and a great intensity had built up between us. Most outside observers refused to believe we were not sleeping together, but we were not. In retrospect, I think that would 'grounded the energy' and thus have broken the bond we had before the events on that Friday evening.
Our mutual friend Carrie – and Sarah's neighbor - was having a party at her apartment that night. She too is a Witch, and of part Spanish Gypsy heritage, so her space had powerful energy as well. The whole apartment complex had a powerful energy, the Villa Monterrey up on Beachwood Canyon, an Old Hollywood structure built back in 1919. You can see the Hollywood Sign up in the hills as you drive up Beachwood.
I felt an electricity that night. At the time I suppose I thought it was just about seeing Sarah. I was quite thoroughly 'in love' with her, a full blown romantic obsession. Terrible for my mental health, but wonderful for my creativity. But there was something 'more' that evening.
Carrie was very perky and energetic. This was her first party in months. She buzzed all over her apartment, putting up strings of white X-Mas lights, and fixing food. Sarah on the other hand seemed subdued, almost morose, though she looked great, all dolled up in some of the clothes I had picked out.
As an 'entertainment' Carrie had bought a Psychic Circle, a cleaned up version of a Ouija board. [Note: Ouija boards are nasty things, opening portals for all manner of nasty critters.] It's round and a pleasant blue/green, so I was not repelled by it as I would have been if was the aforementioned 'nasty' instrument.
Carrie had me sage the place as I was the tallest person there and could reach up into all the corners. I did a through job. The prospect of working the board seemed to perk Sarah up. Carrie was very excited too and put on a cute little turban, kind of like Johnny Carson used to wear.
There were about dozen or so people there, but it was clear from the beginning that Carrie, Sarah and myself would be three of the four who would 'play'. Sarah and I sat opposite from each other, with Carrie to my right and some fellow whose name is long forgotten on my left. The rest gathered round to watch.
Straight away things got weird. The round planchette refused to allow either Carrie or that follow to keep their fingers upon it. It literally lunged at them to dislodge them. The fellow gave up quickly. [He later said he realized 'something was going on' and backed off.] Carrie was nonplussed of course. This was her place and her board. But it was having none of it and she also relented, albeit sullenly.
Once Carrie backed off, the planchette flew all over the board. Sarah asked the questions and finally it spelled out a name, one that began with the letter E...and then it was over. Sarah and I sat back a little exhausted, but exhilarated. The whole episode seemed to break the party up as Carrie was bugged and others were a bit weirded out.
The following days were interesting and intense. Sarah and I were closer than ever. We spent nearly the entire weekend together, talking about family and our troubled past and deepened our bond. I felt like we might finally become lovers, but was too afraid to push it.
And then that Monday we had a terrible fight and that was it for us for months. We made up, but it was never the same, though in February/April I did go on to write Four Women Together especially for her and we remain friends to this day.
But now I had E and that changed everything for me, adding an energy that my Path had not previously possessed."
"In 1997 January 31st also fell upon a Friday. I had spent the previous day with Sarah helping her shop, her modeling one outfit after another for my perusal. We had in fact been almost inseparable for the preceding five months or so and a great intensity had built up between us. Most outside observers refused to believe we were not sleeping together, but we were not. In retrospect, I think that would 'grounded the energy' and thus have broken the bond we had before the events on that Friday evening.
Our mutual friend Carrie – and Sarah's neighbor - was having a party at her apartment that night. She too is a Witch, and of part Spanish Gypsy heritage, so her space had powerful energy as well. The whole apartment complex had a powerful energy, the Villa Monterrey up on Beachwood Canyon, an Old Hollywood structure built back in 1919. You can see the Hollywood Sign up in the hills as you drive up Beachwood.
I felt an electricity that night. At the time I suppose I thought it was just about seeing Sarah. I was quite thoroughly 'in love' with her, a full blown romantic obsession. Terrible for my mental health, but wonderful for my creativity. But there was something 'more' that evening.
Carrie was very perky and energetic. This was her first party in months. She buzzed all over her apartment, putting up strings of white X-Mas lights, and fixing food. Sarah on the other hand seemed subdued, almost morose, though she looked great, all dolled up in some of the clothes I had picked out.
As an 'entertainment' Carrie had bought a Psychic Circle, a cleaned up version of a Ouija board. [Note: Ouija boards are nasty things, opening portals for all manner of nasty critters.] It's round and a pleasant blue/green, so I was not repelled by it as I would have been if was the aforementioned 'nasty' instrument.
Carrie had me sage the place as I was the tallest person there and could reach up into all the corners. I did a through job. The prospect of working the board seemed to perk Sarah up. Carrie was very excited too and put on a cute little turban, kind of like Johnny Carson used to wear.
There were about dozen or so people there, but it was clear from the beginning that Carrie, Sarah and myself would be three of the four who would 'play'. Sarah and I sat opposite from each other, with Carrie to my right and some fellow whose name is long forgotten on my left. The rest gathered round to watch.
Straight away things got weird. The round planchette refused to allow either Carrie or that follow to keep their fingers upon it. It literally lunged at them to dislodge them. The fellow gave up quickly. [He later said he realized 'something was going on' and backed off.] Carrie was nonplussed of course. This was her place and her board. But it was having none of it and she also relented, albeit sullenly.
Once Carrie backed off, the planchette flew all over the board. Sarah asked the questions and finally it spelled out a name, one that began with the letter E...and then it was over. Sarah and I sat back a little exhausted, but exhilarated. The whole episode seemed to break the party up as Carrie was bugged and others were a bit weirded out.
The following days were interesting and intense. Sarah and I were closer than ever. We spent nearly the entire weekend together, talking about family and our troubled past and deepened our bond. I felt like we might finally become lovers, but was too afraid to push it.
And then that Monday we had a terrible fight and that was it for us for months. We made up, but it was never the same, though in February/April I did go on to write Four Women Together especially for her and we remain friends to this day.
But now I had E and that changed everything for me, adding an energy that my Path had not previously possessed."
Her Prophet Finds His Faith Renewed
Oct. 28th, 2012 10:49 am“We need Reason to effectively navigate our way through Life, but it is Faith that sustains us during the journey.”
~Today is October 28th, 2012/6th Undenia, 12AS. The past year or so has been a time of great trial for me and mine. It left us physically, emotionally and Spiritually exhausted and a bit deeper in debt. [and yes, I did hear Tennessee Ernie Ford sing that last line] But we have now entered a time of renewal, albeit slowly.
A few days ago circumstances dictated that I re-read Her Prophet Explains: Addendum A: [Revealed Knowledge] in its entirety...and doing so lifted my spirits in a way I had not felt in a very long time. It brought me back to the place where I once again Knew My Purpose.
It also reminded me of how I get off track and then get discouraged. At the very beginning of Revealed Knowledge, I state, “I am, by both training and inclination, not only a Skeptic, but a Cynic, so the things I am going to share here I often find embarrassing to even consider, much less to actually believe. And yet I do. Such is the nature of Revealed Knowledge. It tends to be unprovable, at least in the short term.”
That is why I tend to fall back upon Reason when I 'lose momentum' etc. It is in large part my fear of becoming the 'mindless religious fanatic'. But as I also say in The Preface to The Explanation, “To many of you what will be presented in these pages will seem like madness. Often, it seems like madness to me, as well. And yet....when I am quiet and calm and centered it all unfolds perfectly and makes complete sense.”
Re-reading Revealed Knowledge brought me back to that place of being ' quiet and calm and centered' and it once again made 'complete sense'.
As I was on the verge of going to bed, I knew I could not do justice to what I was experiencing in the moment in that moment, so I created a file with the above title and wrote the above quote and then went to sleep, knowing that if my renewal was genuine and not just a unsustainable flash, I would get back to this in a timely fashion. And here I am.
I am required to admit that I did not re-read the whole thing with equal focus. I tended to glance over the whole unfinished I Know... portion because I feel unhappy about it being unfinished and ambivalent about facing the discomfort that I'll experience when I do finally finish it. So therefore I did not get an 'up-lift' from that.
However, reading the second half caused me to fill with...well, Joy...if you really want to know. I am little embarrassed to say that because of my innate skepticism, but I need to be honest with myself and others if I am to truly follow this Path.
I'll reproduce the whole section here because it is all of one piece and needs to be read as such:
"The Purpose here is to clearly illumine the Metaphysical underpinning that drives the necessity of creating a New Matriarchy.
Let me state it bluntly: As Revealed above, we humans are not fully of this world and as such are governed by factors that do not relate to this world. To invert that, there are factors that govern all other life upon this world that not only do not fully govern humans and are in some cases actually antithetical to our further development and those must be eschewed.
Principally, I speak of the Sexual Binary Paradigm.
I will let E explain from here. After all this IS about Revealed Knowledge.
E says; “As a hybrid species, you have inherited the aspects of two races and three genders. My race, as advanced as we became, was never perfect, something that should be obvious from what is written above. We meant well,but made crucial mistakes, something I realized back in the beginning, but was powerless to stop.
The early merging was an uneasy state and was destined to fail as long as the two races were aware of said state. A Forgetting was needed, time for both to fully meld into each other. Then, once that was accomplished, a Remembering could take place.
You are now upon the threshold of such a Remembering. However, though this process will produce a magnificent outcome, the process itself will be quite unpleasant at times, both in a metaphysical and a mundane fashion.
Possibly the most difficult part of this process will be the necessary transition of your presently bi-gendered species into a female mono-gendered species, necessary because the male body of your race cannot safely handle who you will become when The Remembering gets fully underway.
The reasons for this were outlined a few years ago and are quoted here;'The Corner Stone of Patriarchal Dominion, the concept of a Father/God, of a masculine energy, that ‘gave birth’ to All of Creation, is, at best, an absurdity, and at worst, a truly profound abomination, and is clearly the product of a Phallo-Centric delusionalism driven both by the male need for control and his literal and figurative fear of castration... underscored by the modern knowledge that in the womb all children begin as female.
The male is unbalanced by the lost memory of his femaleness, which is also the deep foundation of his castration fears. He strives for control because his ‘becoming male’ in his mother’s womb creates an unquenchable need to ‘become’ something else, but this ultimately only makes him Other and separate from the feminine All of Creation.
The male’s unquenchable need to ‘become’ has created this powerful Patriarchal Civilization which has perpetrated many hideous evils while simultaneously being the source of much Great Good. However, this civilization has become extremely ‘over- balanced’ and the evils at its core threaten to destroy all its Great Good. The obvious solution is to create a new balance.
To create this new balance requires The End of The Male. His present necessity as ‘the depositor of seed’ will soon be over as Patriarchal Science itself creates the tools for women to fertilize each other. Women certainly have the Masculine Energy needed to maintain and nurture the positive fruits of this Patriarchal Civilization, while holding its worst aspects at bay.
This is not ‘male gendercide’, but a slow out-breeding over three or five generations. The Spirit is Immortal and is basically the same in each gender. It is only the vessel that is different. As this new reality unfolds, your Spirits will one day have only female vessels to enter with each Cycle of Incarnation…and this New Matriarchy shall blossom.'
Those are roughly my words, though somewhat 'liturgically' interpreted by Her Prophet. I retained that form to express the urgency of the matter. The human male body cannot handle the energies that The Remembering will restore to your race; it is inherently too unstable because that 'becoming' in the womb.
Only the female body can do so because that form is the one most like my race's original mono-gendered form and it is largely our power that you will be regaining. And be aware that success in this process is not guaranteed. None of the racial elements involved are perfect.
For those panicking over this, please remember that bodies are only form, only vehicles. Your Spirit is the key and that is Immortal and will adjust easily to a female mono-gendered society. Of course, Faith will be required for the mundane aspects of this process.
Two things to keep in mind.
First, The Remembering is not an 'end times' scenario. No 'gods' will come to 'judge and condemn'. That is fear based control paradigm used by the servants of 'small gods'. Ignore them.
The Remembering is a process that will take place over many generations and will require the extensive use of a revised Patriarchal Science. As I said, it will be unpleasant at times, as is any true growth experience, but it is ultimately all inclusive and every human Spirit will be a part of the final result.
Second, keep your bodies! The desire to 'ascend' or 'dis-corporate' are echoes of my race's history and though we Learned many Great Lessons while non-corporeal, in the end such a state was nearly an actual end of us.
If you become One With Everything you functionally become Nothing. Stay in The Material and avoid Entropy as along as you possibly can, which I calculate should be a few hundred million years.”
And at that point E laughed...”
I love that I have a Spirit Guide with a sense of humor. She has told me that is a key reason why She choose me. Too many others would 'deathly solemn' about all of this and that's always a drag. What's the point of Evolving if we're all to become a bunch of stone faced fucks?
Yes, all that sounds kind of nuts, but, in context, it certainly makes a lot more sense than Yahweh’s mud-pie people and creating everything in six days. Or crashing spaceships full of frozen souls into volcanoes and then stirring in nukes. Just sayin', ya know.
So let me repeat the opening quote: “We need Reason to effectively navigate our way through Life, but it is Faith that sustains us during the journey.”
And let me add a related quote, this one from Her Prophet Explains: Part Three "The Temple's Grand Strategy": “...we, The Temple of The Pentavalence, were created with the goal of utterly transforming human civilization as it presently stands and we were created in this form because history has shown over and over and over again that a Spiritual Path is the single most effective and long lasting method of achieving such a total transformation. 'Reason' can always be parsed to death, but "IT IS WRITTEN!" will get shit out of committee almost every time.”
Of course I am now presented with the rather formidable challenge of a re-write that moves Revealed Knowledge forward within the structure of The Explanation, all the way to the beginning to be exact. As Mr. Takai would say, “Oh my.”
And so it is...
~Today is October 28th, 2012/6th Undenia, 12AS. The past year or so has been a time of great trial for me and mine. It left us physically, emotionally and Spiritually exhausted and a bit deeper in debt. [and yes, I did hear Tennessee Ernie Ford sing that last line] But we have now entered a time of renewal, albeit slowly.
A few days ago circumstances dictated that I re-read Her Prophet Explains: Addendum A: [Revealed Knowledge] in its entirety...and doing so lifted my spirits in a way I had not felt in a very long time. It brought me back to the place where I once again Knew My Purpose.
It also reminded me of how I get off track and then get discouraged. At the very beginning of Revealed Knowledge, I state, “I am, by both training and inclination, not only a Skeptic, but a Cynic, so the things I am going to share here I often find embarrassing to even consider, much less to actually believe. And yet I do. Such is the nature of Revealed Knowledge. It tends to be unprovable, at least in the short term.”
That is why I tend to fall back upon Reason when I 'lose momentum' etc. It is in large part my fear of becoming the 'mindless religious fanatic'. But as I also say in The Preface to The Explanation, “To many of you what will be presented in these pages will seem like madness. Often, it seems like madness to me, as well. And yet....when I am quiet and calm and centered it all unfolds perfectly and makes complete sense.”
Re-reading Revealed Knowledge brought me back to that place of being ' quiet and calm and centered' and it once again made 'complete sense'.
As I was on the verge of going to bed, I knew I could not do justice to what I was experiencing in the moment in that moment, so I created a file with the above title and wrote the above quote and then went to sleep, knowing that if my renewal was genuine and not just a unsustainable flash, I would get back to this in a timely fashion. And here I am.
I am required to admit that I did not re-read the whole thing with equal focus. I tended to glance over the whole unfinished I Know... portion because I feel unhappy about it being unfinished and ambivalent about facing the discomfort that I'll experience when I do finally finish it. So therefore I did not get an 'up-lift' from that.
However, reading the second half caused me to fill with...well, Joy...if you really want to know. I am little embarrassed to say that because of my innate skepticism, but I need to be honest with myself and others if I am to truly follow this Path.
I'll reproduce the whole section here because it is all of one piece and needs to be read as such:
"The Purpose here is to clearly illumine the Metaphysical underpinning that drives the necessity of creating a New Matriarchy.
Let me state it bluntly: As Revealed above, we humans are not fully of this world and as such are governed by factors that do not relate to this world. To invert that, there are factors that govern all other life upon this world that not only do not fully govern humans and are in some cases actually antithetical to our further development and those must be eschewed.
Principally, I speak of the Sexual Binary Paradigm.
I will let E explain from here. After all this IS about Revealed Knowledge.
E says; “As a hybrid species, you have inherited the aspects of two races and three genders. My race, as advanced as we became, was never perfect, something that should be obvious from what is written above. We meant well,but made crucial mistakes, something I realized back in the beginning, but was powerless to stop.
The early merging was an uneasy state and was destined to fail as long as the two races were aware of said state. A Forgetting was needed, time for both to fully meld into each other. Then, once that was accomplished, a Remembering could take place.
You are now upon the threshold of such a Remembering. However, though this process will produce a magnificent outcome, the process itself will be quite unpleasant at times, both in a metaphysical and a mundane fashion.
Possibly the most difficult part of this process will be the necessary transition of your presently bi-gendered species into a female mono-gendered species, necessary because the male body of your race cannot safely handle who you will become when The Remembering gets fully underway.
The reasons for this were outlined a few years ago and are quoted here;'The Corner Stone of Patriarchal Dominion, the concept of a Father/God, of a masculine energy, that ‘gave birth’ to All of Creation, is, at best, an absurdity, and at worst, a truly profound abomination, and is clearly the product of a Phallo-Centric delusionalism driven both by the male need for control and his literal and figurative fear of castration... underscored by the modern knowledge that in the womb all children begin as female.
The male is unbalanced by the lost memory of his femaleness, which is also the deep foundation of his castration fears. He strives for control because his ‘becoming male’ in his mother’s womb creates an unquenchable need to ‘become’ something else, but this ultimately only makes him Other and separate from the feminine All of Creation.
The male’s unquenchable need to ‘become’ has created this powerful Patriarchal Civilization which has perpetrated many hideous evils while simultaneously being the source of much Great Good. However, this civilization has become extremely ‘over- balanced’ and the evils at its core threaten to destroy all its Great Good. The obvious solution is to create a new balance.
To create this new balance requires The End of The Male. His present necessity as ‘the depositor of seed’ will soon be over as Patriarchal Science itself creates the tools for women to fertilize each other. Women certainly have the Masculine Energy needed to maintain and nurture the positive fruits of this Patriarchal Civilization, while holding its worst aspects at bay.
This is not ‘male gendercide’, but a slow out-breeding over three or five generations. The Spirit is Immortal and is basically the same in each gender. It is only the vessel that is different. As this new reality unfolds, your Spirits will one day have only female vessels to enter with each Cycle of Incarnation…and this New Matriarchy shall blossom.'
Those are roughly my words, though somewhat 'liturgically' interpreted by Her Prophet. I retained that form to express the urgency of the matter. The human male body cannot handle the energies that The Remembering will restore to your race; it is inherently too unstable because that 'becoming' in the womb.
Only the female body can do so because that form is the one most like my race's original mono-gendered form and it is largely our power that you will be regaining. And be aware that success in this process is not guaranteed. None of the racial elements involved are perfect.
For those panicking over this, please remember that bodies are only form, only vehicles. Your Spirit is the key and that is Immortal and will adjust easily to a female mono-gendered society. Of course, Faith will be required for the mundane aspects of this process.
Two things to keep in mind.
First, The Remembering is not an 'end times' scenario. No 'gods' will come to 'judge and condemn'. That is fear based control paradigm used by the servants of 'small gods'. Ignore them.
The Remembering is a process that will take place over many generations and will require the extensive use of a revised Patriarchal Science. As I said, it will be unpleasant at times, as is any true growth experience, but it is ultimately all inclusive and every human Spirit will be a part of the final result.
Second, keep your bodies! The desire to 'ascend' or 'dis-corporate' are echoes of my race's history and though we Learned many Great Lessons while non-corporeal, in the end such a state was nearly an actual end of us.
If you become One With Everything you functionally become Nothing. Stay in The Material and avoid Entropy as along as you possibly can, which I calculate should be a few hundred million years.”
And at that point E laughed...”
I love that I have a Spirit Guide with a sense of humor. She has told me that is a key reason why She choose me. Too many others would 'deathly solemn' about all of this and that's always a drag. What's the point of Evolving if we're all to become a bunch of stone faced fucks?
Yes, all that sounds kind of nuts, but, in context, it certainly makes a lot more sense than Yahweh’s mud-pie people and creating everything in six days. Or crashing spaceships full of frozen souls into volcanoes and then stirring in nukes. Just sayin', ya know.
So let me repeat the opening quote: “We need Reason to effectively navigate our way through Life, but it is Faith that sustains us during the journey.”
And let me add a related quote, this one from Her Prophet Explains: Part Three "The Temple's Grand Strategy": “...we, The Temple of The Pentavalence, were created with the goal of utterly transforming human civilization as it presently stands and we were created in this form because history has shown over and over and over again that a Spiritual Path is the single most effective and long lasting method of achieving such a total transformation. 'Reason' can always be parsed to death, but "IT IS WRITTEN!" will get shit out of committee almost every time.”
Of course I am now presented with the rather formidable challenge of a re-write that moves Revealed Knowledge forward within the structure of The Explanation, all the way to the beginning to be exact. As Mr. Takai would say, “Oh my.”
And so it is...
E says: "Peace of Mind and Acceptance are the foundations from which one may effectively utilize the great power of Human Passion. Like any great power, Passion can be used both to create and destroy, for good and for ill. Many so-called spiritual masters eschew Passion, but that is The Fear of The Flesh, which is a Feminine domain and therefore frightening to males.
To master the Flesh, one must surrender to it. If you survive that surrender - which is certainly not guaranteed - from there must not seek, but settle into Peace of Mind and Acceptance. Then from that center of calmness, one can guide Passion, like a deity in the eye of a hurricane.
Several lifetimes will be required to achieve this powerful state. But remember there is no more powerful state than the active acceptance of one's Fate upon the Turning of The Wheel"
To master the Flesh, one must surrender to it. If you survive that surrender - which is certainly not guaranteed - from there must not seek, but settle into Peace of Mind and Acceptance. Then from that center of calmness, one can guide Passion, like a deity in the eye of a hurricane.
Several lifetimes will be required to achieve this powerful state. But remember there is no more powerful state than the active acceptance of one's Fate upon the Turning of The Wheel"
Life in The Desert
Aug. 10th, 2012 01:21 pm~It is presently 106° and 14% humidity. As I keep saying, that humidity is too fucking high. Normally around here at that temperature, it would be five or six percent at most. But this heat seems to becoming from the southwest so I assume it's carrying moisture in from the Pacific.
However, this pattern tends toward what E has said is the future of this area; because of climate change, the Antelope Valley, which is presently scrub desert, will get greater rainfall from increasingly violent Pacific storms that push further and further north and transform into sub-tropical savanna, possibly in only a handful of decades.
However, this pattern tends toward what E has said is the future of this area; because of climate change, the Antelope Valley, which is presently scrub desert, will get greater rainfall from increasingly violent Pacific storms that push further and further north and transform into sub-tropical savanna, possibly in only a handful of decades.
Her Prophet Relates
Dec. 1st, 2011 02:01 am~I had a conversation with E tonight. She said, “Your Exhaustion is allowing your Fears to dominate your Thoughts and Feelings. That is not a critique. That is just what is so. And it is an understandable mortal condition. You simply need to keep resting and Healing and let your Faith in The Message carry you until you can once again carry your own Self. It is after all what carries you most of the time anyway.
I wish I could be more comforting. But I am not a 'parent deity'. Like you, I am only another Separate Being adrift here in the vastness of Creation, seeking Its Source. Like you, I am only a Messenger, which you are already aware is all too often a thankless task. So please know that at least I have Compassion for your present State of Being and will remain your Companion as long as you need me.”
This did help...
I wish I could be more comforting. But I am not a 'parent deity'. Like you, I am only another Separate Being adrift here in the vastness of Creation, seeking Its Source. Like you, I am only a Messenger, which you are already aware is all too often a thankless task. So please know that at least I have Compassion for your present State of Being and will remain your Companion as long as you need me.”
This did help...