nebris: (A Dark Boy)
~Money and Health Issues have almost totally extinguished my ability to write. Even the desire to do so is a faint ghost. I have a dozen projects, but I barely even think about them any more, no 'noodling' in my head or making notes. I'm dead in the water as a Artist...
nebris: (Biz Kat)
~I'd been planning on taking Icarus to the vet on next Monday when we had all out monies in, but his foot has gone from chronic to acute since yesterday, so we'll take him tomorrow first thing in the AM. Our first monies hit the bank at apx 1:30am. *sigh*

I Tweeted earlier, “I looked out upon the world this morning and despaired...” but much of that was our own situation. If we'd have had fifty bucks to spare we could have bought a live trap cage on the day George got out and maybe he'd be back inside right now. If we'd had a couple hundred bucks to spare Icarus would already have gone to the vet and been well into healing right now. Plus there's...

...well, there's a whole list. When this just fucks with us, we roll with it. But when it hurts the lil weasels it breaks my heart...and now I'm crying again and I've barely had three slips of coffee...

Even if you cannot donate by tomorrow, please give when you can. It'll help on the back end and Mauser still needs to be shaved, too:





nebris: (A Manga Thang)
~Objectively, I'm okay. We have enough cash to do the rent and move thing. We have some good prospects on rentals. [Thanks, T] And we have solid help in doing the move itself.

Subjectively, I'm scared. We do not yet actually have a place to move to and that uncertainty is gnawing at my guts. Prolly my Kids being scared more than me.

I sat here crying for a while with Athena on my lap. That helped a bit. And it left me pretty raw. The fear came in with that rawness. The anger had been holding it at bay. Guess I just have to sit with it for now.

I need to sleep, but I'm afraid to lay down....

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Oct. 19th, 2011 04:50 am
nebris: (A Manga Thang)
~I'm not doing well. Stressed. On half dose of my Happy Pills. My body is trying to get sick. And I had to apologize to Oshun, Goddess of The Third Day* because I 'misplaced' Her yesterday, posting a Taraday instead. I have corrected that, but still it shows how out of it I am. *sigh*

I need to sleep and sleep and sleep and sleep until this passes...

*see, I'm totally fuckin' fried...Oshun is Goddess of The SECOND Day!

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